Pow­er­ful, inde­pen­dent, cre­ative, car­ing, pro­tec­tive, goal ori­ented, pow­er­ful, beau­ti­ful, in love, joy­ful, sad, won­der­ful, an angel, a devil, filled with self-belief, haunted by self-doubt, sac­ri­fic­ing, up, down, a mess, not sure who I am.

Some­times I’m a mil­lion col­ors…

Photo by Cas­set­te­face of Deviantart

Some­times I’m black and white…


Photo by Bian­cofe­lina of Deviantart

This blog post was actu­ally inspired by the song I am by Hilary Duff. Now I chal­lenge you to tell the world who you are using words instead of sen­tences and either pic­tures you took your­self or use oth­ers work (don’t for­get to credit!) to express who you are.

Today my boyfriend and I were sup­posed to be hang­ing out. Are we? No. Recently my friends called me up and asked me to hang­out and I said no because my boyfriend and I were going to be hang­ing out even though I know my friend Ally really needs me because her boyfriend and her are hav­ing major prob­lems. Even though my boyfriend told me it was alright to go with my friends I was still uncom­fort­able in doing so because I know how it feels to be ditched even if the other per­son says it’s okay.

His friend comes to the door about 30 min­utes later and asks him to hang­out. Now this friend is mov­ing about 3 hours away but he will be com­ing back every so often. Even so Dustin (my boyfriend) said No because he was hang­ing out with me and so his friend left. I felt guilty because I knew his friend was mov­ing away and I told him to call him back to get him to hang­out and started cry­ing because, yet again, I was being ditched. So now, at this moment, they are hang­ing out. Only for 2 hours, yes, but still.

Does it make me greedy for me to have been cry­ing? I let him go because I knew he was mov­ing… but does it still make me greedy?